Gradutation

It's over!!!!!!!!

I'm so glad I've completed my radiation treatment. The last two weeks have been very challenging for me. The radiation is doing what is supposed to do and it's causing a lot of skin burning and pain. Although it's over, radiation continues to work normally inside the body for 7 to 10 more days, with side effects potentially getting worse. I hope it doesn't get too bad.

After my last treatment yesterday, I received my diploma and rang a bell - a wide spread tradition when cancer patients complete their treatment. Now my focus stays on treating the skin and going back to the gym for physical therapy.

I have a follow up appointment with my Oncologist in two weeks. Last time he saw me was three weeks before radiation treatment began. I hope he can speak the the words I've been looking forward to hearing.

Almost There

Five weeks down, two more to go. Looking forward to the end of my radiation treatment.

Before I started the treatment, I listened to many different people who traveled a similar journey. Based on their experiences, I was ready for a very challenging road ahead, but It's been better than I expected.

 

Here is what I've been feeling:

1. Fatigue - I did not feel any signs for four weeks. This past week, however, it hit hard. It's more noticeable early in the morning and mid afternoon.

2. Skin Reaction - The scar and surrounding areas are irritated. I've used a special cream designed for radiation patients. It's very expensive and very effective. I've also put compress of Chamomile flower every night. These two seem to keep the reaction under control.

3. Muscle Pain - This side effect was not on my list and it's the one bothering me the most. I've been sore to the point of limping a little bit.

4. Swelling - The radiation has also aggravated the swelling. It will be a long fight, even after the radiation treatment.

I hope the radiation is doing its work. I'm doing my part and trusting God is doing His. There is a Bible verse that says: "Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the LORD our God" (Psalm 20:7). I've seen many who have put their trust in doctors and treatments only. I, however, decided to put my trust in God. If you're facing a detour in your life, be thankful for 'chariots' and 'horses,' but put your trust in God, in God alone.

Radiation Treatment

Today, I started my radiation treatment. It will be 35 sessions, five days a week for seven weeks. It will be a long journey, but I'm optimistic. I've cleared my calendar on the weekends to allow for extra time to recuperate. The doctor said that fatigue is one of the main side effects people experience during radiation treatment. By the way, in case you are wondering, here is a list of possible side effects in my situation: fatigue, skin reaction from mild to severe, fibrosis, and more susceptibility to any illness, including infections. I'm praying that none of these will affect me long term.

The first treatment lasted about 45 minutes. It was long because of x-rays, double checking the leg position and many explanations of how the treatment is going to be. Beginning tomorrow, I should be in and out in no more than 30 minutes. The actual radiation time is less than five minutes. The radiation machine, one just like the picture I posted, shoots beams of radiation for 10-15 seconds from different angles - I think it was six. I did not feel anything and heard only the humming noise produced by the machine radiating the leg. Everything looks the same so far. It was only the first day and I know after a few days, I might start seeing or feeling some of the effects mentioned above.

Before I finish this post, there is one last thing I want to write. Because of the radiation, the treatment room is well sealed by special doors with big signs warning of the risk of exposure. During the procedure, the technicians leave the room, of course, and tell you that you are going to be by yourself, during the entire treatment, as the radiation moves into your body. As they left the room, closed the door and left me there laying down motionless, I could not help but think of the presence of God in that room. He was there. I closed my eyes and prayed to thank Him for being with me, by my side, in a situation and place where no one else could. It was very comforting to realize that my guarding Angel did not have to leave the room and was commanded by God to stay there with me. "Thank you God for your real and constant presence in the lives of those who love you."

If you are going through a detour in your life as well, don't panic, put your trust in God. You will feel His presence. I did.

Recovery II

Sorry friends for the loooooooong time without a word since my last post. I finally got myself motivated again to share some updates about my recovery.

Seven weeks have gone by since the second surgery and I'm feeling very well. The incision healed nicely, and the scar I'm left with isn't so bad. The first four weeks were kind of hard. I had lots of pain and very limited mobility. It was only after the holidays that the pain and the burning sensation began to fade away. In fact, for the past two weeks, I've experienced very little pain. What has bothered me a lot though is the swelling. My knee, ankle and feet get really big after a normal day of work. That's worrying me some. Because of that, I've decided not to wear socks or shoes. That's right, I go to work wearing suit, tie and slippers - quite a site :)

I've started physical therapy, which is helping to regain all the movements. It's supposed to help with the swelling as well, but I've not seen any difference yet. Maybe because it's just the beginning, I don't know.

Nevertheless, I'm very pleased with how much I can do already with my leg. If things continue like this, I hope to be able to play soccer and tennis again with my boys before the Summer gets here :0

I start radiation treatment on Monday, and that's what my next post will be about.